Lunachick (tylerdurden521) wrote,
Lunachick
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curiouser and curiouser

such an odd week... family craziness... "relationship" craziness all around.... old michele wrote me a letter that i received yesterday.... it was so unlike michele... so apologetic and responsible and mature.... it was like a different person... i called her shortly after i read the letter... it was the type of letter that deserved an immediate response... we spoke for awhile on the phone, she caught me up on what's been going on in her life of late... i of course did not share much detail.... she wants to see me... wants to talk to me about all her thoughts and feelings.... i told her i couldn't see her yet....
i'm not ready to see her... i wasn't expecting to even hear from her anytime soon, let alone see her... i told her i think we should talk some more before we attempt to hang out.... she loves me and she still wants something with me.... i am going to make it perfectly clear however that i am not interested in anything more than friendship.... i'm not going down that road again....
i've begun writing again.... keeping my own handwritten journal.... last night i had some word breakthroughs... felt like i was flowing creatively for the first time in a long time.... the words were coming together for me.... it was an incredible lift... i definitely look forward to writing every night....
i spoke to mishka tonight again for the first time since monday i think... yeah... first time since monday.... she's pretty easy to talk to.... i do think her memory could rival mine for "lack of" status... but it's all good....
my social skills certainly could use some touching up.... as i've been reminded of recently.... total agreement there...
i really should be productive tomorrow.... hopefully it won't be raining all day.... i would like to get my ass over to old navy... we shall see
no guitar until the credit card is paid off..... yikes
i guess i'd better stop spending for a bit...
today i did another adult thing in a line of recently adult things.... i decided to have $20 a week put directly into my savings account from my paycheck... so i'm going to get a $20 check for a couple of weeks that i'll have to deposit until this thing goes through....
i'm feeling much better though about things... get my savings account going.... my 401k at least exists.... it's better than nothing and it's a start while i'm paying down everything else....
next step is to really look into consolidating my school and car loan.... i should call USAA this weekend.... hmmmmmm
that's enough for this thing
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